Why Did You Make Me Like This?

Hopelessness: I live what must be considered a charmed life. Great country, upbringing, great family, great opportunities… even with all the odds in my favor I seemed to have mucked a lot of stuff up. It often seems I’m my own worst enemy. Why do I lose control when I need it the most? Why would God allow me to be so flawed and why isn’t He doing more to rescue me from myself?